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Jul. 23rd, 2007 @ 02:52 pm :)
Current Music: The New Pornographers - The Laws Have Changed
Lets see :p
What has been happening to me. To be honest, not really an awfull lot. Things seem to have levelled again. The days went back to being boring and I gues in a way that is good of course. Last night me and Toby just ended up chatting really late again. I think we talked till like 4am or something. He said he loves to hear my stories, that I can tell them in a cute way. He says he thinks I should write a book someday. If I am honest with myself then I doubt that is a good idea. Maybe I choose nice words in dutch but I don't think anything I write ever is really coherent. Anyways... it was fun telling him some things that happened to me and he enjoyed that too.
We also were looking the 2 episodes of Tiki Bar in which Nicki Clyne appears... Toby said he sees why I like her so much now but that she isn't really his type but that he totally gets why I am kinda crazy about her.

Ah~ Battlestar Galactica was great last night :)
I really loved the scene in the toilet with Gaius... he is such a weirdo sometimes... really funny. He almost went under but he recovered totally and it seems like everybody trusts him now totally...
Too bad there wasn't much Nicki time yesterday, maybe more next week :).

I think that is all I can tell about what happened, boring huh?
Now friday I am meeting somebody in Antwerp for a drink. Should be fun maybe ^-^
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Jun. 28th, 2007 @ 01:59 pm (no subject)
It was fun at my grandmother's place yesterday. We talked a lot and ate together. She said she really loved what I have cooked and she seemed to enjoy it a lot. She even took 2 portions, which was a lot more then she usually eats, so I think that was good ^-^. We also laughed a lot as we usually do... sometimes we laugh about such silly things. She feels so much more young then as she actually is. Like she can still act silly so much :p hihi~
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Jun. 23rd, 2007 @ 07:18 pm (no subject)
Omg... I am so bored right now ^^'

Wednesday I am going to go visit my grandmother. Now that the exams are over I have more time again and when we talked on the phone last week I told her I would come and visit her again this week and cook for her too, which she was really happy about ^-^. My father told me that she told him she is really looking forward for it, which made me happy to hear.
But now I need to find something to keep myself busy and away from getting even more bored since I feel it comming... :p

I gues that's it... nothing more to tell right now.
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Jun. 20th, 2007 @ 05:18 pm exam result
This morning I got the results from my professor about my last exam and I have 100% :p. So happy~ I really like that I could end the year like this. I expected a high result but I didn't know I would have everything correct though.
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Jun. 16th, 2007 @ 02:28 pm (no subject)
I watched 'Pirates of the caribbean 2' last night and I really loved it. I think it is sooooo much better then the first one. I really can't wait to see the 3rd one. The ending was so weird when they suddenly found out that one pirate is still alive and they are even going to find Jack together with him. hihihi~
Today is quite boring so far... I am trying to get some math done, but I am having a hard time trying to stay concentrated...

Oh~ it's been 18 years now >.>

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Jun. 15th, 2007 @ 12:44 am ^^
I just found out that this guy who had been talking about me isn't the guy I first though. Thing is... now that I know who it really was I don't care much about it anymore since he is an asshole anyways. So... I feel kinda relieved :p. lol... he can call me whatever he wants, since he isn't worth anything to me...
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Jun. 14th, 2007 @ 02:24 pm (no subject)
There isn't much to update on really...
I got a letter from my friend who is in Australia still. It had been quite some time since I heard from her last time and I had started to worry a little bit. But I am happy that she is doing okay. Sometimes it makes me feel like travelling too again... although it seams that she is going to stay there for quite some time still.

Been feeling pretty down lately and I don't think that is about to change really. Especially now with the summer break comming up and all. It means more sitting at home... going to school gives me regular periods of going out and some variety in how I spend my days. Now that period is starting again where every day is exactly the same, and that for almost 3 months. 3 months always seems like such a long time...

I didn't hear anything yet from art school, but I really thought so that they wouldn't reply anytime soon. Here in Belgium everything seems to close down around summer break... :p.

oh, right... something more happened. A guy who has been following 2 times the same class like me (last time was last year) was having a conversation with a friendy at school and he spoke about me to this person in a way like 'that weird girl from here at school'... which sucks. Thing is that it sucks even more because I can't really talk to this person about it since I shouldn't know this even. I wish I really didn't know... I wonder why people have to tell me stuff that I can't really do anything with. But I gues that makes me officially weird now ~.-

oh well~ more studying right now.
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Jun. 12th, 2007 @ 12:42 pm a little update :p
Let's write something :p
Life has been pretty dull lately except for that I had to work on the elections this year. It was past sunday and I had to be there the whole day. I left around 6:40 in the morning and came home a little bit past 4pm. I had to mark the names of the peoples on a list with another girl. We both had to keep one list... I was pretty tired after we finished, looking up numbers the whole day is more tough then it seemed to be :p. The one thing that I liked about it was that it felt nice being around some other people. Besides that I was quite happy when it was over since I had a terrible headache from sitting in that stuffy warm room the whole day. Although, I don't know why, but I had this weird feeling when I went home... a sort of lonely feeling, but different then when I have it usually. I have been thinking about it a lot but still don't know why it is or what feeling it really is. I don't know, but it feels a little bit like melancholy, although that doesn't really make sense.
I have been thinking about joining some sort of club lately... but it's so hard to find a club around here. I did find a drawing school and send them a mail asking them for some info on some drawing courses, but they still didn't reply which makes me feel like that won't work out either, but it also could be because of summer break comming up. And thing is that most clubs close down here during summer break too, which sucks, since that is the time I would especially like to have something to do. Another problem in choosing something is that it can't be too expensive since my finances are not much to talk about...

I think that's sort of it. Today I have another class which will be quite boring but at least its somet 'out' time, which breaks the day a little. And I probably will watch a movie in the evening again, I been watching a movie regularly lately. Yesterday I watched The Aviator which I thought was good but had a sort of sad feeling over it, which I didn't really need at the moment but I liked it anyways. And the day before I watched The Usual Suspects which I really loved ^-^

Going to study a little now.

bai baiii~
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May. 8th, 2007 @ 07:36 pm ^^
Current Location: home
Hi~ *^-^*
Just a small update on what I am doing lately. I don't post much because there really is nothing to say. I am spending most of the day making math exercises and reading books for school. I do some tasks for school and go to classes. Today was really boring because class got cancelled and it felt like all my plans came down and nothing was left of my day but sitting at home and working some more. Sometimes going to class really feels like relaxation since I get to meet some peoples and feel like doing something different once in a while.
The year is comming to an end again also and I feel the summerholliday coming closer, not that it will make much of a difference since I have a big year coming up and I will have to prepare all sumer to get ready... I don't have any plans anyways so :p. hihi~

Anyways, that is life at the moment... I hope you are all doing well. I am still reading up on lj a lot though... it doesn't mean that when I am not posting that I am not reading either. I check every day usually... sometimes rather quickly since most people in my list seem to be writing less and less... :p
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Feb. 8th, 2007 @ 02:04 pm ^^'
It kinda sucks when you trying posting to somebodies post and it says 'friends only' ... especially when you thought you were on their friends list before. We had some nice talks before... but you see how fast somebody is forgotten really... :p *moves on*
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Jan. 15th, 2007 @ 04:53 pm Cute~
11:06 * LSG-Cleio nods
11:06 < CowBellMan> Ok, now how did you do that?
11:06 < CowBellMan> @_@
11:06 < CowBellMan> I've been trying to do that for years.
11:07 < LSG-Cleio> (/me nods)
11:07 * LSG-Cleio waves "See?"
11:07 * CowBellMan *testing*
11:07 < CowBellMan> Sweet.
11:07 * LSG-Cleio cheers for CowBellMan
11:08 < CowBellMan> Even old dogs can learn new tricks!
11:08 < CowBellMan> ^_^
11:08 < LSG-Cleio> Yay!
11:08 < chihiro> cute...
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Dec. 3rd, 2006 @ 03:48 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: trentemoller - Essential Mix 2006/10/15
Yeeej~~
Chances are kinda big now that I might switch schools next year. I always wanted to go study at the University Ghent. And now it appears that I just might have the chance! Financially it was a problem mostly but it seems that I might be able to overcome this now. I have an appointement with somebody from uni who will help me setup a financial plan. I would have to go to dormitory at uni though, but in some way I am really looking inforward for that too! ^-^
My father is going to drive me there next week tuesday, so I will make an appointement tomorrow. I also have to go register me for 2 classes that I will be taking next semester tomorrow.

On a sidenote, Toby started working on webagogo again... so my code hasn't been for nothing after all \o/

Listening to trentemoller this year's essential mix. I really like it... I discoverd a song from him listening to Rotationz on topradio and I liked it a lot, so I started looking for a mix by him so I could discover his style a little bit more. It's really great ^-^, really nice electro.
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Nov. 22nd, 2006 @ 01:39 pm __\\_more_to_come__
Current Music: nothing, father is asleep, have to be still...
Toby said he is kinda sick of the webagogo project and that if I liked I could help the people there still, but that he wasn't going to do anything to it. This just sucks really... another project that is just for the trashbin. It is not like this is the end of the world of course but at the moment such mather are my world. This means I will have to find a new project, something to work, something to keep me busy and help me forget about everything so that I don't feel stuffy. Of course I also am a little bit sad and disapointed about all the lines of code that I written, the fact that those lines of code won't have any future... especially since they are written in a source language I normally don't write anything in. But that is not my biggest concern, although it has crossed my mind several times already, but that probably is because I am feeling rather down.
I just wish all this would be over and I could go to school again. Being able to get out of this house once in a while and being able to feel normal, a little bit normal... and I would be working on my future again. I want to be able to start working again as soon as possible and make some money, so that I can do the things I want to do again. Being unable to work sucks soooo much... especially because I can't go to my classes at the current time still. Maybe I will know more on that mather friday when I go for a checkup at the hospital.

Moesti is sleeping on my leggs now, if my kitty is around here then I feel a little bit more relaxed already. having someone around, not feeling totally alone, she really cares about me ^-^, and she is always there for me. She can't do much of course since she can't talk, but nonetheless we do talk in some way, she really listens to me and understands me. Wish I had a picture of Moesti to show ^-^.
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Nov. 21st, 2006 @ 09:07 pm __//
I heard Toby today in some mails. I am happy he is okay.
I think I need a new project... just can't think of anything to work on right now.
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Nov. 21st, 2006 @ 10:12 am _\\__Empty
Current Music: traffic
It sucks so much that Toby didn't visit friday and didn't show up in any way anymore till now already, and still hasn't. He didn't let me know he wasn't comming and seem to think it was ok to not talk to me anymore. I wonder now what I did wrong... it feels so stuffy, especially because I can't think of anything I might have done wrong...
I try to not care now, but I just seem to not be able to. I just wish I could forget and just think that if he wants to act like this I shouldn't care anymore and just live my life and forget about him. This probably means he wouldn't be the right person for me. It's not like I really felt love, I just was confused and wanted to find out about my real feelings, but now I gues that isn't needed anymore. I don't care that if he wants to be my friend but I don't think I could have a relationship with a person like that. And it is not like he couldn't say anything to me, I could see he had been visiting the internet a few times since then... that sucks even more, that I can see that.
Besides this the past few days have been quite okay. I just spend some time on irc and had nice talks with some peoples there and helped out a lot of other people, I gues that is something... at least the days went by...

Friday I have to go to the doctor for a checkup. I will be happy when that is over again.
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Nov. 17th, 2006 @ 08:47 pm pff~
today sucks... same as the rest of the week actually.
I should have get a visitor today... but he just stood me up T_T
I wonder how you can forget about your meeting that you arranged yourself 2 days ago... he must be joking me...men...
This is just what I needed... been feeling down the last few days and then he decides to do this. Bah~~
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Nov. 9th, 2006 @ 03:40 pm webagogo__//
Webagogo is public again with a beta version.
Toby released it yesterday. It probably has a few bugs still but we won't be offering any paid accounts till January, only the free accounts (maximum 10 pages, 3 times per day) are ready to use now. By doing this we hope to be able to find the small leftover bugs and make some adjustments soon when we have a nice list of thingies we need to take care of.

I feel really tired, yesterday I had that same feeling... also a little bit lonely, but that happens sometimes to me. I gues I can't really do anything about that :p. I do have episode6 from this seasons lost and will be seeing it tomorow I think. I bet it will be really great again ^-^.

Going to look around for a little bit action now.
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Oct. 19th, 2006 @ 11:49 am odd__//
Yesterday a boy who I see regularly told me that he is in love with me...
That sounds like a nice experience again, and in most ways it is. But a small something inside me gets all confused over this again of course... it makes me think about what I want out of this life. I also feel suddenly so trapped in a way... I don't know why I get those feelings whenever something like this happens. But it suddenly is like I am stuck somewhere and can't get out...
Maybe I just need more time or something... I am not sure...

Why do such 'life' mathers always feel so complex to me... it scares me in some ways. At those times I want to get away and just need to be alone and relax and feel 'safe' again. Why is it all that hard to me... maybe living life is different to me then to most people? I am not sure about it all.
I hope that writing here will bring me some relieve and help making it all easier.

My mom isn't of much help either. First thing she says to me is that I can't use that boy and should be straight about how everything is. As if I was planning on just holding back how I feel to him...
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Oct. 14th, 2006 @ 01:27 pm (no subject)
Yesterday I felt a little bit sick. I had a lot of cramps and problems with belly. But in the evening it passed... luckely. I did manage to finish the works on the rss and p3p validators. The p3p validator was the most big job of course :p, but it was okay since I have a good xml parser that I written before, so the validation is merely a job of comparing the parsed data with the official current specifics.

I am a little bit bored now *runs of to the bugtracker looking for more thingies to do*
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Oct. 12th, 2006 @ 11:24 am (no subject)
Lately has been really busy, busy but boring kinda. I did a lot of work on Webagogo but once in a while I just am in need for some socialising... that happens when you always sitting inside. But the nice news is that the end of my recovery period is starting to run towards it end. Only 2 months left :p, hihihi~.
For webagogo I have been working on the HTML Validation project (which you can read more about here). This has proven to be a quite difficult part since html is so loose... it is hard to validate... but I managed to get it together. There is still some bugs to work on I noticed but there is still time for that.

Another good news is that I seen the first episode of season3 for lost already! I didn't go the official way this time... I just couldn't wait, hihihihi~
And episode2 is here now for me :p. I will probably see it this week.
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